one of these moments , when you feel you can't do anyone any good
you can't really give anything of yourself , cause you're so emotionally poor
so hungry
so cold and weary
you can't be as generous and patient as you wish to be
something dark gets over you and you feel like hurting someone
or the need to be alone so you don't have to
you can't stand trying to be nice , another nice word will make you nauseous
you're alone in this and no one can help you feel better
it's all your doing , it's all in your head .